I’m excited to announce my first official “read” podcast. It’s the first chapter from Crows Hill, my first published novella in the Dark Seeds series. First day – I had to figure out how to set up new equipment, then I had to learn how to use it. I recorded the podcast in Substack using my new account, another first. Being on radio for half a year in South Korea really helped but podcasting was different… you get the idea… another first. This was a productive day!
CROWS HILL – PODCAST 1
Today was a big step for me. Like millions of people with different handicaps, fears, trials and tribulations, mine just so happens to be Epilepsy. I got an implant to help control my seizures but it came at a price – my voice. Trust me when I say, “You never really know what you have until it’s lost.”
The device still affects my breathing. Sometimes it closes my throat until I choke and cough to breathe. This symptom worsened during COVID. People assumed I was sick. I wasn’t. I’d cough, they’d back up and stare. Have you ever tried holding back the urge to cough? Your eyes well up, your face turns red. It never works and I couldn’t stop what my implant was doing. A surge of electricity danced through the vagal nerve in my throat, shooting up to my brain while people gawked.
It’s been many years now. My battery isn’t as strong as it used to be. Yea, I have more seizures but I’m happier. I don’t choke as much, people don’t stare, and my voice is returning. I don’t sound like a robot anymore! When the device stifles my voice down to a whisper, speaking becomes nearly impossible. You can hear the strain. I’m hoping my Podcasting adventure will strengthen what I have left so I can create something for you to enjoy.
Your patience, encouragement and support helps me overcome so much. I’m so grateful – thank you. I pray my creativity and determination inspires hope and makes for a brighter tomorrow. Wishing you a beautiful day, the first of many. ❤️